I had some really weird dreams last night, shower curtains, faces from the past, running away. As I said all very odd. This is obviously too big an idea to get my head round in one day.
I have asked D to invite them here to discuss it. We need to know what they want from this apart from the obvious. What their ideas are about how they see this panning out.
Clinic means that the child can legally trace D at the age of 18. Sperm will have a battery of tests etc and it will be donated in a medical "enviroment".
Privately it can be kept very quiet, no tests BUT it will be donated in their home (ewww). I am not sure I can look them in the face again after that.
How will I feel if my Sister-In-Law is pregnant with Ds child? How will she feel? or his Brother? Will I be searching the childs face for the features of my own children?
I hate being a grown up.
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