Day 4

D spoke to his Brother last night. He told him we have made our decision. They agreed to keep it completely secret FOREVER. S will be named as the father on the BC and no one will be told otherwise. This means that its going to be a turkey baster job. So now we come to planning this. I am happy for D to make the arrangements as its basically what he feels comfortable with doing that matters. I know it took us a while to get pregnant and I don't think he remembers this or has thought that this may take a while and quite a few goes. What if they want another child? What if there is something wrong with this one? I still hate being a grown-up.